haishh STRESS !
I now having 7weekks baby in my stomach .
I really wish to keep th baby .
I'm scare of abortion .
but why is everybody keep focing me to abort .
My mum : Accept my decision whether is keep or to abort .
Boyf : We wants our baby to born out .
Friends : Support my decision of keeping th baby .
I really love those people who accept my decision .
And really really hate those people that force me to abort th baby .
My baby is innocent .
You all have no right to ask me abort when ii do not wish to abort .
Boyf's Mum nd Sister ,
Seriously I most angry nd dulan is them .
why to we all you all say , we all decide our own ,
when we decide to keep th baby you all jiu ask your cousin
to call me nd say al those to me .
stop saying all those to me !
Really , ii nvr say pain does'nt mean that i'm not pain.
Yes ! maybe we can't afford to have th baby .
but we think we can mean we can .
Stop forcing me can anot ?
This is my baby not you all .
you all wont feel what is inside my stomach .
th more lonq sh/he inside th more i'll sh bu de to abort .
Last time when we decide to abort ,
nd what you told us ?
whye we dun want to keep ?
and you all can even say born out th baby and give away ?
what th hell . i really dont understand .
you all oso a mother , and even have baby nd kids now .
you all dun understand ?
For his sister , i nothing to say about u ,
cus i dunch understand your thinking .
you nvr had love before , sho i cannot blame u but i hate you oso .
Father :
Whye you don't know how to respect my decision from last time .
whye you are so stubborn ?
you got th right ask mummy to abort all times you want.
but you have no right to ask me to abort th baby away .
you know sometime , ii really sick nd tired of going in to this home ?
home suppose to be warm .
but i can't feel no lonqer any warm .
I really wish to leave everyone that forcing me to do al those dhat i dunch
want to do anymore .
What I do dhen you all will stop asking me to abort .
seriously i really dunchh know if youu all keep forcing me this continue .
i dunno know what ii will be going to do already .
I really wish to die .
maybe die is th better way , at least is better den kill a baby .
如过死是最好的办法我真的会去死，
你们不要在逼我了。
我不呼痛不代表我不痛 ！
I dont you anyone to support we all .
Just dont regret what u did to me nd my baby .
when th baby is out , dun even lay a finger on my baby !
I wont let you all touch !
Since you all thing he/sh is not suppose to come to this world . !
I Really Hate You All To The Core
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:53 AM
IloveYou Baby , You given me th sweetest care , happy nd love dhat i nvr had before . 
Lucas , My Precious
Friday, May 21, 2010