Friday, May 21, 2010
haishh STRESS !
I now having 7weekks baby in my stomach .
I really wish to keep th baby .
I'm scare of abortion .
but why is everybody keep focing me to abort .
My mum : Accept my decision whether is keep or to abort .
Boyf : We wants our baby to born out .
Friends : Support my decision of keeping th baby .
I really love those people who accept my decision .
And really really hate those people that force me to abort th baby .
My baby is innocent .
You all have no right to ask me abort when ii do not wish to abort .
Boyf's Mum nd Sister ,
Seriously I most angry nd dulan is them .
why to we all you all say , we all decide our own ,
when we decide to keep th baby you all jiu ask your cousin
to call me nd say al those to me .
stop saying all those to me !
Really , ii nvr say pain does'nt mean that i'm not pain.
Yes ! maybe we can't afford to have th baby .
but we think we can mean we can .
Stop forcing me can anot ?
This is my baby not you all .
you all wont feel what is inside my stomach .
th more lonq sh/he inside th more i'll sh bu de to abort .
Last time when we decide to abort ,
nd what you told us ?
whye we dun want to keep ?
and you all can even say born out th baby and give away ?
what th hell . i really dont understand .
you all oso a mother , and even have baby nd kids now .
you all dun understand ?
For his sister , i nothing to say about u ,
cus i dunch understand your thinking .
you nvr had love before , sho i cannot blame u but i hate you oso .
Father :
Whye you don't know how to respect my decision from last time .
whye you are so stubborn ?
you got th right ask mummy to abort all times you want.
but you have no right to ask me to abort th baby away .
you know sometime , ii really sick nd tired of going in to this home ?
home suppose to be warm .
but i can't feel no lonqer any warm .
I really wish to leave everyone that forcing me to do al those dhat i dunch
want to do anymore .
What I do dhen you all will stop asking me to abort .
seriously i really dunchh know if youu all keep forcing me this continue .
i dunno know what ii will be going to do already .
I really wish to die .
maybe die is th better way , at least is better den kill a baby .
如过死是最好的办法我真的会去死，
你们不要在逼我了。
我不呼痛不代表我不痛 ！
I dont you anyone to support we all .
Just dont regret what u did to me nd my baby .
when th baby is out , dun even lay a finger on my baby !
I wont let you all touch !
Since you all thing he/sh is not suppose to come to this world . !
I Really Hate You All To The Core
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:53 AM
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Sick this few days .
So will back to pot when ii recover from my sick :X
Sad sad , Baby cannot talk on th fone two days .
only tmr he cans talk on th fone .
Imisshimm muchhh . :(
Waiting for your call tmr baby :D
Was have alot fun during baby bookout dhat day.
Thanks fr all th thing youuu brought me dhat day . (:
Iloveyouuus , imissyousss mwackks .
Tomorrow must call me uhss , cus i'll be waiting for your call . ;D
I really miss youuss alot . mwackks . (:
bye baby . takcare . (:
♥our lips must always be sealed
7:19 AM
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Well , nothing to post today .
Cause ii was at home al th way .
Wake up at 4plus , ZS help me buy food up .
After eating , tooo tired .
Went to sleep again , sleep till 7plus .
Watch tv till 9plus , Call PastaMania up to eat .
Dhen bath , after bathing , chit chatted w baby till 10.30.
He went to sleep lers , today will be sleeping early cus tmr he bookin out ;D
So after finish chatting w baby , th delivery oso come le .
Have my dinner nd watch tv al th way .
Baby , tomorrow booking out lehs , yeahh ;D
Imissyousss lots luhss .
But sadly , Your Sir change away your appt again ,
LOL everytime change der , change to 20th May at 10am again !
Comfirm will change again der nahs , everytime like that ders .
Oso not th first time already .
haiyohhs , pekchek dunh say about this le .
Going to sleep soon !
Have to wake up at 4plus tomorrow .
Cause can prepare first , nd wait for baby come back can go lerhhs . (:
Goodnights , imissyouss , iloveyouuus 1314 .
Mwackkiees .
2 months nd 19 Days more to our 1Year Anniversary lerhs .
Buaii baby , Love ;D
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:32 AM
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Today not quite happy ,
Time oso pass very slow leish .
So lonqq lers still 1am plus nial . :X
I'm waiting for baby call , cause he say will call me ltr .
But just now cus of some unhappy thing we quarrel le ,
Wake up at 1plus today ,
went to paya lebar with aunt to take things fr my dad .
After taking th things , buy food nd cab back home , dhen al th way at home alr .
No mood post about today lers .
Bored without baby :(
Misshimm badly now .
As ii regret just now quarreling with him .
Loll , every time like that ,
went he around , we quarrel ii won't feel guilty .
But went he not around we quarrel ii will feel guilty nd started to miss him lots .
useless me luhsss ,
But nvrmind luckily is only guilty for youus ! (:
Idk cans wait till baby wake up not lehs ,
now only 2am , still got 3 more hours to go ,
How to survive ?
Finding Taiwan drama to watch let th time pass faster lushss ,
haish yoyo . ):
Dearest Baby :(
Baby , I'm sorry :(
Maybe just now I have say something really hurt youus ,
dhat a girlf shouldn't say to a boyf like this .
Don't sad okaysokays ?
At least I as admitted my wrong this time round ,
not saying th whole thing , just th thing dhat I'm not suppose to scold ders
thing alright ?
Although you nvr angry at me now , But I hang your fone just now without
saying goodnight to yous , sorry :X forgive being rude to you just nw okays?
I hope ltr on at 5plus you will give me a call , if not I'll guilty cannot sleep
le nahs , cause I know nd understand this time round I'm at th wrong .
You already dote me more dhen your mum in your heart but I still like
that say youu , sorry :X
Shouldn't say al those to yous bee ,
You treated me already very good , keep asking me where I want to go
when you book out on Fri , I told youu I'll give you ans later on at 9pm plus right ?
I think I know where we going ;D
We go marina bay th new bridge okays ?
Th place is youu want to go at first der , ;D
GOODNIGHT ,
Iloveyouus , Imissyouus ,
Mwackks , Seeyous tomorrow baby (:
Lastly forget to tell yous on th fone ytd ,
Don't smoke Marlboro Ice Blast or IceMinBlast nahs ,
Idk quite well in cigg , ;D
Friend told me will die ooh .
Bye Iloveyouus 1314 (:
Love Love;Sweet Sweet ;D
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:57 AM
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
YESTERDAY MINNIGHT ! ;D
Around 3am , went to 102 meet jasper for supper ! lols .
dhen walk t 88 to have supper with jasper nd weicong .
after awhile , zhiwei and one of his friend came oso . (:
wait fr me to eat finish dhen went to 99 slack awhile .
waiting for baby t call me but in th end nvr :(
look like today oso nvr call me lers ii think .
i mean morning uhs ,
alright!!!
its okays , cus morning he will be busy abit .
as lonq as u everynight got called me can already .
so went home sleep around 5am plus .
wake up at 9plus in th morning ,
called hospital to check whether baby today got book out not .
lols , sob , he nvr bookout , appt has change to 11 May at 8.30am .
sooo early , but good luhs . can see him more . lools .(:
After calling th hospital , know that he nvr bookout dhen
ii went back to sleep lers,
al th way sleep till 5plus .
time pass very afst today . (:
wake up , wash up , buy "LUNCH" ,
comb hair fr dogs ,
chatted with baby till 11plus .
bro buy something brought something
back for me aunt and mum to eat .
after eating , around 12plus went to meet AHGIRL .
after meeting her at my house downstairs,
dhen went to NTUC to buy HELLO PANDA
dhen went back to my house .
Going off to sleep soon .
waitied baby to call me , but he nvr . ):
imisshimmm !
BYEBYE !
MR,Koh Ri Yong Baby
Baby imissyouuus luhss .
This few day you're so busy with army things lers .
Cause you're going finish your recruit (:
hope youu will put to 8am to 5pm der nors . (:
now is wed le , fri can see youuu lers .
fast . imissyouuss hubby . '
faster come out luhss .
waiting your call tonight .
byee~~~
GOODNIGHTS
Iloveyouusss , imissyouuss ,
you're forever mine (:
mwackks .
Lastly baby : i'm addicted by youuu already ,
Cause you're my dearest boy dhen ii nvr ever had before last time .
You treated me diff frm others .
I'm looking forward for our feature dhat youu told nd promise me .
In my mind , You plane about our feature is sooo nice nd beautiful .
Sooo baby my only wish now is too last with youuu , nothing more lers . (:
Fulfil my wish alright ;D
Only you can fulfil baby .
alright , stop heer lers .
Just had my medicine .
Tired lers . bye lovelove :D ~ Labels: Loving you is my biggest happiness dhat ii nvr had before
♥our lips must always be sealed
2:23 PM
Monday, May 3, 2010
wake up at 5plus today ,
help dogs comb hair , dhen went down eat with mum at 6plus .
dhen stay at home al th way .
chatted with baby just nnow for half an hr .
lols he told me tmr cannot book out lers .
sobb sobb . imisshim alots already luhss . ):
finish psoting . bye (:
For my dearest bee (: Baby , i hope tomorrow youu cans bookout luhss .
i want to see yous . imissyous baby .
iloveyous forever uhss . mwackks .
goodnight , if yous not feeling well must eat medicine okays ?
buaii baby , gdnights m sweerdrean , iloveyous mwackkks . (:
forever my dearest . (: <3
iloveyous 1314 . (:
mwackks .
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:29 AM
290410 Went vivo with baby around 6plus ,
walk walk and shop shop with baby .
brought my fav fishball curry and fried chicken .
and one small bday cake for ours dogs . (:
lols took alot pictures with baby todday in bus .
will post th picture below later on / (:
reach amk around 12plus , went home , baby help our dogs cut hair .
dhen tonn till 6am plus sleep .
300410wake up at 4plus ,
eat --- bath --- to iecon -- buss to my house .
dhen cab back to amk at 11pluss . (:
010510stay home th whole day .
help dog bath at nights . (:
020510sleep at 6am plus yesterday ,
wake up at 11plus morning today .
bath dhen went downstairs eat .
after eating go home pack thing dhen cab to my house with baby .
send baby to pasir ris ns cus he booking in later on .
after sending him dhen cabbb back home already ,
not feeling well after that . :(
xinku ~~~~~~~ if baby beside me jiu hao . (:
Bye blogg(:
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:12 AM
280409 - baby came back at 7plus .
went to marina square , to have westen food with baby .
dhen walk walk .
baby brought me a heart shade mickey and minnie ballon . (:
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:08 AM
IloveYou Baby , You given me th sweetest care , happy nd love dhat i nvr had before . 
Lucas , My Precious
